in me. He tries so hard to help me be better. To not respond in emotion. To not over react. He tries so hard to be supportive and yet help me find balance. Today, I lost my balance. I hate it when that happens. I hate it even more when it affects the entire family. I am praying that God will use it for good. I hate disappointing dash more than anything. I do care what he says and I want so desperately to do what he encourages me to do/be, but sometimes I just hit a breaking point. Today, I broke and in the process, once again, left him feeling like he has compensate for my mess.
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Life is a long learning experience. We're bound to do disappointing things along the way.
You're not perfect yet? Oh no! I hear you though. I've been through a seriously hard season the last 8 or 9 months and I feel like one of those - I can see what to do, but can't make myself do it phases. I'm so unpleasant and yet I justify myself so much. ugh. ouch.
Good for you - you faced it head on. Forgive yourself fast. I heard something to that effect recently - that and know God wants to be there with you helping.
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