Normally when taking a trip, getting away for a few days I'm pretty okay with that! I'm all, see you later, glad it's me and not you! With all the traveling dash has done for jobs and misc. Interests it's nice to not be the one left behind.
Normally.
Today I leave for Chicago, where I will put on a happy face and assume that this surgery is the answer my mom has been looking for. Deep down, I'm scared. I am not prepared for the alternative. There is a big risk and I'm just trying to accept she's in God's hands regardless of the outcome. But I'm scared. I am scared for her, and selfishly I am scared for me. I am not looking forward to this trip.
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Yeah, not the kind of trip you can be excited about. Praying that it works out for the best possible solution. Doctors can do amazing stuff, and so can God. Your family will appreciate you being there too.
I pray all goes well.
It is normal to be scared. I will be praying for her surgery as well.
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